it seems i have wasted away a majority of my twenties... i should stop doing that! i plan on doing nothing for my b-day b/c there is nothing to celebrate, it's another day and i'll be at work anyways. the one person who i want to be there won't be and hates me anyway, what a strange turn of events. i've decided that retail and clothing runs through my blood and i won't deny it anymore, i will now attempt to make a shit load of money doing what i love at the sacrifice of a life that i thought i had!! if you think i'm depressed your wrong i'm just self loathing at the moment i'll snap out of it tomorrow.